Awaiting the call you never want to come,
That one you know will end it all...
You whisper, "I'm afraid to answer...."
And knowing she lost to the cancer..
They tell you that her pain is finally done......
But for everyone else, it's just begun.
You stand there with the emptiest stare,
So I embrace you to show that I care,
But you say you're okay and need to sit down,
And instead watch the little dog act like a clown...
I know you're broken and put up your wall,
Playing pretend like you're the strongest of all,
Tonight or tomorrow when we're gone you'll cry,
And when we come home, your smile will lie.
Someone can prepare for dea
Hello, I love you,
though I don't know your name.
I've heard many whispered
in different tongues and ways.
But none choose just one -
It's not right for one with such fame.
Oh, mon amour . . .
have you seen your own reflection,
glistening on the surface of the Sound?
Oh, how your beauty shines
and plays on the ripples,
creeping up onto the rocky shore,
the glint of your face
present on the wet stones.
Some nights are dark
when you hide away,
only the curve of your mouth
peering out and smiling on all.
You must know I am jealous
that I can not keep you
to myself; How sad am I
to wish you were mine . . .
Ah, but certain n
They were the strongest,
with bodies of rock
and with hearts of hope.
They are the heroes,
those we look up to
and that we cry for.
They will be remembered,
and given great honor,
then, now, and forever.
When there was no hope,
they treaded onwards,
they were the dreamers,
reality - their nightmare.
This second, they fight,
our freedoms, their war,
always with our support
and the utmost care.
Never will we forget
those that will stand up,
those that will fall,
and those that will return,
heroes made of them all.
We will know only few,
the rest of them - strangers,
each, risking their life
and facing dangers
beyond co
I can not help but
look at your photo
and smile...
and then a tear
comes from my eye.
It's so impossible
to look away when
you meet my gaze and
I see those grey shades,
sparking at the sight
of me.
Then you say
something too embarrassing,
I turn away,
my cheeks that bright,
rosy red
You say you love it,
you say it's cute,
you think I'm perfect,
and you pat my head.
We say "I trust you,"
We share our secrets,
I can not leave you,
I know you feel it, too.
You call me "sweetheart,"
I think you're caring;
I call you "sexy,"
You think I'm lying.
And then a tear
rolls down my face;
I can not help but
smile and remembe
Why doesn't anyone
see behind my mask?
Why doesn't anyone
see what I am?
Behind these intricate
twists and colors
etched into my face,
why am I so heartless?
I surround myself,
selfishly, I drag them in.
I keep up this mask
using my puppets.
Then I abandon,
leaving each one hopeless.
I drop the strings
of one marionette,
finished,
and take up another,
as quickly as a child
trading toys.
They are my entertainment;
I am the child puppeteer.
No one seems to see
behind my big
I gazed out tonight,
into the grey air,
the thin streaks of light
filtering between columns of trees
as the color of day began to vanish
and night creeped out;
it was black and white.
To my horror,
I stuck my head beyond
that old screen door,
curiosity staining my face,
and I ducked my head,
between the porch roof
and a grey, piney wall
of evergreen,
Just where my eyes
could scarcely see.
Tonight, as I watched
day fade into its bleak night,
my eyes gazing out between
porch roof and walling evergreen,
I beheld the sky on fire.
The west was not its norm
pink or orange, not yellow, even,
but beyond those green-faded trees
Awaiting the call you never want to come,
That one you know will end it all...
You whisper, "I'm afraid to answer...."
And knowing she lost to the cancer..
They tell you that her pain is finally done......
But for everyone else, it's just begun.
You stand there with the emptiest stare,
So I embrace you to show that I care,
But you say you're okay and need to sit down,
And instead watch the little dog act like a clown...
I know you're broken and put up your wall,
Playing pretend like you're the strongest of all,
Tonight or tomorrow when we're gone you'll cry,
And when we come home, your smile will lie.
Someone can prepare for dea
Hello, I love you,
though I don't know your name.
I've heard many whispered
in different tongues and ways.
But none choose just one -
It's not right for one with such fame.
Oh, mon amour . . .
have you seen your own reflection,
glistening on the surface of the Sound?
Oh, how your beauty shines
and plays on the ripples,
creeping up onto the rocky shore,
the glint of your face
present on the wet stones.
Some nights are dark
when you hide away,
only the curve of your mouth
peering out and smiling on all.
You must know I am jealous
that I can not keep you
to myself; How sad am I
to wish you were mine . . .
Ah, but certain n
They were the strongest,
with bodies of rock
and with hearts of hope.
They are the heroes,
those we look up to
and that we cry for.
They will be remembered,
and given great honor,
then, now, and forever.
When there was no hope,
they treaded onwards,
they were the dreamers,
reality - their nightmare.
This second, they fight,
our freedoms, their war,
always with our support
and the utmost care.
Never will we forget
those that will stand up,
those that will fall,
and those that will return,
heroes made of them all.
We will know only few,
the rest of them - strangers,
each, risking their life
and facing dangers
beyond co
I can not help but
look at your photo
and smile...
and then a tear
comes from my eye.
It's so impossible
to look away when
you meet my gaze and
I see those grey shades,
sparking at the sight
of me.
Then you say
something too embarrassing,
I turn away,
my cheeks that bright,
rosy red
You say you love it,
you say it's cute,
you think I'm perfect,
and you pat my head.
We say "I trust you,"
We share our secrets,
I can not leave you,
I know you feel it, too.
You call me "sweetheart,"
I think you're caring;
I call you "sexy,"
You think I'm lying.
And then a tear
rolls down my face;
I can not help but
smile and remembe
Why doesn't anyone
see behind my mask?
Why doesn't anyone
see what I am?
Behind these intricate
twists and colors
etched into my face,
why am I so heartless?
I surround myself,
selfishly, I drag them in.
I keep up this mask
using my puppets.
Then I abandon,
leaving each one hopeless.
I drop the strings
of one marionette,
finished,
and take up another,
as quickly as a child
trading toys.
They are my entertainment;
I am the child puppeteer.
No one seems to see
behind my big
I gazed out tonight,
into the grey air,
the thin streaks of light
filtering between columns of trees
as the color of day began to vanish
and night creeped out;
it was black and white.
To my horror,
I stuck my head beyond
that old screen door,
curiosity staining my face,
and I ducked my head,
between the porch roof
and a grey, piney wall
of evergreen,
Just where my eyes
could scarcely see.
Tonight, as I watched
day fade into its bleak night,
my eyes gazing out between
porch roof and walling evergreen,
I beheld the sky on fire.
The west was not its norm
pink or orange, not yellow, even,
but beyond those green-faded trees
A bump in the aisle,
"I'm sorry," my quick apology
and courteous smile,
easily my fault
(I paid no attention
to what was in front of me),
but an
"Oh, I'm sorry, ma'am,"
and those plastic teeth,
those rubber lips smacking,
pierces my ears, nonetheless.
Uniforms so casual,
I'm used to those,
thread that transforms
man into machine.
Clumsy elbows and monstrous children,
"clean up on
It seems Nature's been begging me to write for it...About it...But why haven't I? I promise I'll return to you soon, my lovely words and dearly astounding Nature. Fear not, the words I paint in my mind will never leave me with those sights you have shared.
On a less poetic note, I absolutely adore my current relationship (of course, I'm sure most couples feel the same) and find it a strange feeling to no longer be single. No more flirting with boys all the time. Just some good ol' intimate hang out time with my man, and maybe some chillin with the boys ;)
Life is stressful, but it's pretty good right now. Life is life.
Beginning to write a bit again.. Or at least force myself to. They won't turn out so well this way, but oh well. I need to write more... It hurts more when I don't write than how I feel when I am able to write. Come on Inspiration, hit me with your best shot!!!